I had a dream last night about something that made me feel very secure, but somehow insecure too. When I woke up, the feeling that remained was one that made me feel quite uncomfortable. I don’t really remember it enough to say a lot about it, other than the thoughts I had upon waking.
I have been saying for as long as I can remember that I have no plans to get married, that I have no desire to have children.
It started on Friday, when I had that chat with the pastor’s wife, but the dream made me think about these things more. I’m still working on the thoughts, and what it all means for my future, whatever it holds. So I’m going to wait, and think about it some more, and pray about what it all means.
What I know though is that I’ll be speaking at youth group this coming week, and I know exactly what I’m going to be talking about. It’ll take a while to prepare though, so I’m getting started now, even though it’s nearly the end of the day.
Tomorrow, Macau.
