On feeling left of apathetic

5 03 2008

I don’t know why, just that I do, somehow. I’m starving for stimulus and challenge that I enjoy, rather than endure. I am finding myself wishing I were a full-time youth worker. Maybe wishing it moves it along, because it’s something I’ve wanted to do for so, so long. I keep thinking that if I had more time, I would become closer to the youth, not just at church, either.

There are certainly too many ‘if only’s right now, and I’m too tired to really go through it all at this moment.




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