3 lines

27 03 2008

I know it’s stupid, but I’ve not been able to fall asleep tonight because I can’t stop thinking about the relationships I’ve been in in the past. There is one relationship in particular that I feel so, so guilty about, because of the hurt and destruction it caused, but I can’t find forgiveness – for myself as much as for him. Am I just meant to live with it, as penance? I am very weary of thinking about it. I was just “young,” he said today.

3 lines, and it’s been relatively peaceful for 35 hours. Toll.




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