To _______________

12 10 2008

I have to say that finding out this way really, truly felt horrible for me. I guess in some ways, I had hoped… but never mind now. I will try and forget, and you will just continue, as clueless as ever. I am trying to be ____________ for you right now, but it’s hard when this feeling of betrayal is so strong, even though it shouldn’t be.

I feel like I don’t know you at all.

But then again, who’s to say I ever did? Maybe this friendship has always been nothing more than my imagination, my construction.

I need a vacation, time, and distance away. I just need to be away from this all right now.

I just need to grow up, I think.




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