A birthday coming up, and this is how…

28 03 2009

I’m turning 26 on April 2nd, and I’m deeply unsatisfied with the way things are. I want change, desperately so, and want to usher in the next phase of my life.

And this is a confession: I want to want you, but I can’t, because there’s just too much between us, and yet you’re the first person I think of when I think of that. I ache, and long for truth, for reality, and for clarity, because life is too short for sly games and manipulations.

This headache is kicking my ass and making me something I don’t like.




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